Hey Everyone – this week’s blog post is a little different to the norm, in the sense that rather than talk about one topic, I am going to have a catch up with you about lots of bits and pieces going on with me as well as the blog.
Physical Health
So, seeing as this is a blog about my chronic illnesses it only seems right to start with how things have been with my physical health. This is quite simple – the last month has been tough. Hence, perhaps the style of blog post I am writing today. I guess this is the nature of chronic illness yes, but having multiple chronic illnesses in particular. One thing subsides and another thing starts.
You can read my post on the challenges of living with multiple chronic illnesses – my top 5 dilemmas here.
As well as dealing with multiple symptom issues, I have also had a consultant appointment which had been delayed for two years. This revealed that the last letter sent to my GP (two years ago) had contained advice on putting me on a certain medication which never happened. I am still waiting on the medication even now.
I also had to have scan (for a separate issue) and am now awaiting results. Although the scan itself took less than an hour, it wiped out the whole of last week.
Exhaustion is a massive factor at the moment, making every little thing a struggle including being online. I browse things online and try to jump on here and there, but nothing major. I am trying to take each day as it comes – and hey I am here now so swings and roundabouts.
On the plus of not getting online much, I have managed to watch some great telly, and I have a lovely stack of books ready for when exhaustion wants to do one.
Mental Health
Maybe non-surprising to myself, suffering physically has impacted me mentally. There are so many things I had planned to do creatively and that just isn’t happening when feeling so crap.
This then only makes other things happening in my life outside of chronic illness seem so much more difficult to deal with. The rejections sting a bit more, the advice brings me down when normally I would shrug it off. I think that may be my number one bug bare at the moment – places/businesses/charities etc. who claim to help people like me, actually doing the absolute opposite. Maybe, I will go into detail about this more sometime, but not right now instead I give myself permission to feel hard done by, and permission to fume.
Today has been a better day though, today I managed to get outside for the shortest of walks in the sun and today I had a better day symptom wise. Today I am filled with hope again and motivation, which is why I am here making this post.
My blog
In terms of Me, Myself and Chronic Illness blog I feel my fortnightly posting routine is working well for me. It feels enough to keep sharing my thoughts and ideas, yet spaced out enough that I don’t overdo it. If you do want to keep up to date with any new posts make sure to follow me on here or on social media.
It may or may not be obvious, but I have now added a search bar at the side of the post column. You can use this to type in any particular blog post categories you are looking for. I have also added a calendar so you can see what I have written each month.
I have lots of blog post ideas which I hope to share with you over the coming months, a nice mixture of fun based as well as tackling more serious topics, but we will see how things pan out.
In a nutshell
- I am still enjoying blogging and feel I have better approach to it.
- I like to describe the basics such as what a search box does (which lets face it was more for my own understanding than anyone else’s).
- Health wise, I have been bounced around like a pinball machine with appointments here, symptoms there, which has made me feel a bit bleurgh mentally as well as physically.
- People/places have pissed me off (could I be more vague!?!)
- Today is a good day, I have eaten a crème egg, had cheese on toast, watched someone win some money on telly, chatted on here – what else do I need?
How has your week/month been? How would you put it in a nutshell?
Sarah xx